Dear Baby Benton, Today, I found out that you are a boy. And the only reason I didn’t scream and jump up and down  like a maniac is that I had just woken up and it hadn’t really hit me yet. But now I’m so excited that I could cry. (I cry a lot. You’ll get used to it.) I’ve been waiting for you for four years. Every time I heard that your  mommy was pregnant again, I hoped that she’d be having a boy. Don’t get me wrong, I love your sisters a lot, but I really wanted my oldest  brother to have a boy first. I have a…